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finally finally finally...
i finally got my offer letter...
i finally settled all those documents to faculty office...
i finally hv ntg to think about internship job...
now...waiting waiting waiting
waiting for 5th Jan to come...
before that i was thinking ~
will they reject me although they oredi called me and accepted me?
or will they change their mind to find other to replace me?
or all the while i was dreaming?
or should i wake up rite now? ~
i waited them to call me to take the offer letter...
today today today...I TOOK IT...
45min journey to Silverlake...
i signed it...
dunno WHY...i was very HAPPY...
thx for all the wishes from my frens...
congrate~congratulation~
feel touched of all these...
love u all guys...

Silverlake....here i come...

28th October...a phone call~~~Silverlake...
"r u christina? Ms Grace here...calling from Silverlake...r u convenient to talk?"
wat u think...y she call me...good news bad news...
well...it is a good news...perhaps...i got the offer from Silverlake...
at 1st i wan quite shocked...i dun expect myself to get it...
but out of my expectation...i was not tat happy...dunno y
maybe becoz i wanna try other companies so that i can hv more choices...
maybe i dunno how to go work next time...although it is near...
maybe i hv not prepared myself well for my internship job...
1st, i told my dad...fyi...he was happier than me...he was proud of me...
2nd, i told my mom...under my expectation...she was happier than me too...
y? do they noe i am now having transportation prob to work?
well...maybe it cannot be settled rite now...no point to talk about it oso...
but i hv to face it too...
Silverlake...a global company...it makes me feel pressure too...
some more it is a really new environment to me...perhaps is good too...
i juz received their call today again...tmr i will be going to take my offer letter...
once i take it...i am confirmed to be a Silverlake intern...
happy? or feel ntg? actually still thinking how to go tmr...haha...
no worry...i got lulu to accompany me...
Lulu...same hometown wif me...one year younger than me...much more skinny than me too...
gtg...wanna finish my drama rite now...
tats all~~~


mood today~bad, yet hv to smile
feel like wanna be alone
impossible(ppl all around me)
wan hide from others
impossible(too big for me to hide)
wanna get out from all these

Clubbing, clubbing, clubbing~~~
we planned this very long adi...very long...after our final last sem...i oredi wanna go out to relax and enjoy myself...i wanna dance out all my unhappy things that happened recently...i wanna drunk...some more i wanna have fun wif all my frens...well..only four of us were going...Ben, aeroplane king...last minute he told us that he was not coming...wat a disappointed news...he kept on apologizing...well...its ok...no worry ben...i drank one glass of vodka...not high for me...then one bottle of Carlsberg...still ok...not feeling of drunk...but oredi high...there were many ppl dancing at the pool adi...i asked wai lam, ye yon and wai lam's fren went out wif me together...i danced like a crazy bitch...well...i wore like a bitch also...haha...it has been a long time that i have not danced like this...really long time...i shaked all the way...i dun care how other looked at me...well... no ppl noe me there also...haha...maybe some tot i drunk...but i not...absolutely not...i still awake...i still can take good care of myself...but for me...last nite was not really that fun...maybe i prefer more ppl to be there...we left at 2pm...then we went mamak...chatting chatting gossiping...haha...
haiz...i broke adi lo...no money adi...

me and ye yon


wai lam, wai lam's fren, ye yon and me


wai lam, ye yon and me

241008
i went for an interview at 2pm...
venue : Silverlake, KPMG Tower, Bandar Utama
well...many of my frens haven heard this company at all...
some even gave me a weird look when i mentioned the name...
when i 1st time saw this name...i oso tot this is just a small company...
but when i went through its website www.silverlakegroup.com...omg
it is global IT solution provider company...big corporate...
the 1st ques i asked mysef was "Why they ask me go for the interview?"
well... this story goes like this...
the 1st week of my new sem...we all were given talk about the internship job...
then i logged in to JobStreet as a member...here....
i saw Silverlake...so i juz click on it...for fun...
but tuesday 211008...i received the call from HR...
Ms Grace informed me about the interview...
i was shocked...really...unbelievable...coz tat time i juz click for fun...
my cousin fetched me to the interview...thing happened...
1st i went to wrong entrance which is IBM...then i realised i lost my hp when i wanna registered as visitor in KPMG tower...i went out and searched for my hp...then i started to be panic even wanna cry...but i finally made myself to calm down...i went up to the building, level 2A...where i met Lulu...thx Lulu...he lent me his phone so i can contact my mom...my mom called my cousin then only found out my hp left in car...thx god...this is all my fault...my specialty "clumsy"...

1.35pm - filled form
2.15pm - Aptitude Test
4.00pm - Group Interview (4ppl)
4.25pm - dismiss

during the interview, we were asked to intro ourselves, talk about our studies and about the company...if we are chosen, we will be paid for 6oo bucks a month from 9am to 5.30pm daily...
when i went out from the building...i told myself i gave myself 80marks for my performance...haha...hope i can get this job...this is a great company...

Sing K
(141008)
actually i should post this last week...but i haven taken the photos from Ye Yon...so now i only write smtg about tat day...wif me tat day were Ye Yon, Ye Yon's BF, Zeying, Zi Xin, Ben, Wai Lam, You Yan, BP...our venue was Neway, 1U...we sang from 1pm to 7pm....6 hours more than enuf to make my voice turned to a man's voice...we really sang enuf enuf tat day...really have fun...the food there...nice nice NICE...i ordered Udon Tempura...not bad although i dunno whether tat really udon anot...other food also very tasty...RM23=sing k(6 hours)+food...worth wat...tat day i only realise wai lam likes poker so muchhhh...he played Big 2.5 and at the same time holding the mic singing...Pro. Gambler...the photo i took wif Ben...notice anything? we were wearing same style "fashion"...red t-shirt, jeans jacket and pants and Jazz Star shoe...haha...at night, wai lam brought us to eat Bak Kut Teh at Section 1...but left only me, Ye Yon, and her BF, Zi Xin...raining day eat bak kut teh...tastier...hehe...tired whole day play non stop...but hv fun...
Tats all la...

i kinda boring now...i oredi few days din update my blog...ntg special for me to write things...i found out recently myself like to simply think...think of smtg in future...think of smtg that mostly wont happen...think of my relationship...think of my friendship...lots lots...sometimes i felt so frustrated...i hate my life now...i not happy like last time...i cant really laugh out from my heart...there are many things happened recently...things changing...i feel stressful...

well...this sem tons of work(assignment+mid term)...some more hv to start look for company for my internship job...still got seven more weeks final again...i tot short sem very senang...but it kinda tough...

we are not given ptptn for this sem...more headache...last sem loan left not much for me...wif that amount...i noe i cant survive for three months...i hv to buy books, groceries, daily usage, rental, electric+water+internet(damn high)...it really not enuf for me...really...i plan to work...i even find part time from freelancer account...but i noe i cant able to juggle between school stuffs and part time...i gave up in looking job...i told my parent about the money...i dun wan get help from them...i dun wan give them trouble...wat can i do...try to save as much as i can...the 1st in mind is not to go dating anymore...i cant spend much some more...really...no one can help me...no one...it's all my fault...if i try to save more last sem...i maybe hv enuf for this sem...i feel regret to buy shoes and clothes...but those clothes are used for preparing my interview for internship job...money, money, money...i really lack of vitamin M...my account left not much...i hv three more text books to buy...wat can i do...wat can i do...

recently...i felt 心淡 of smtg...i not really wanna write it here...i plan to keep all these myself..(plz dun ask)...i remember one night...i think of all these...tears row down, non stop...soundless crying...i juz wanna cry out all these things...i tot i am ok after the cry...but its wrong...i still the same...i very unhappy...i wanna get out from all these...i wanna live at a place all by myself...it's better to be alone...i noe i sked lonely...but maybe i will feel happier...ntg to think...peace in mind...no tear no sadness...i live happily even after...i noe it's impossible...
i think tats all...i dun wan think anymore...i wanna live in a simple and peaceful life...i juz wanna be happy all the time...

hey frens,
got any part time u all noe wan? tell me plz...thx
i really need money...plz plz plz do me a favor....

111008-Journey to PJ
haiz...three weeks holiday finished...
i really had a good rest these three weeks...
sleep+eat+online+sleep+eat+online+shopping
really "enjoy" my life...
every night 1smtg only sleep, 11smtg wake up the next morning...
sometimes went swimming in the morning...
i enjoyed Ipoh food so muchhhhhh...
eat non-stop(coz KL food, yack~~~)
morning...my parent fetched me back...
coz i brought lots of stuffs back...food+clothes+etc
then we went to Puchong to find a relative who is going to give birth next month...
i like her house very much...small family home sweet home...
all furniture so small and nice...simple and nice...
she brought us to IOI mall for lunch...
on the way back to PJ, rain so heavily...jam all the way...
the rain got ice cube...haven finished melt then reached land adi...
(bliv it or anot) it's true...
when i passed SS2...i captured a scene...
a small waterfall
then my parent stopped at my house to take a rest...wait until the rain stopped...
now...i miss my dad my mom...
i miss them so much...muakxxx
new sem...short sem...
i hv to work harder...to make my C disappears...
haha...tats all la...

it happened on 7oct night, 1030pm...i was watching drama on ntv 7...the phone rang...the name A was shown on my phone...the 1st thing i had in my mind was bad news...i answered the call...A told me tat she broke my cupboard knob in my PJ house...knob...i wonder how she broke it as the knob was being screwed...she said she accidentally broke it...y she went back so early...she said she juz wanna drop her things and go JB...i noe after i heard this...i totally changed my voice...all changed even my mood and my expression...as my parent noe smtg had happened...she said she wanna glue it back...i said if u can then u do it...i noe it is impossible as she oredi told me she juz wanna drop her things not staying there for tat night and how is she going to glue it...it was oredi 1030pm and where she can buy her glue...sorry sorry sorry...did she noe sorry no sure such phrase...we ended the call...then...i wanna msg B to tell her about this and tell her my feeling and mood...i even ended the msg wif "i wanna scold A"...u all noe wat had happened...i sent this "angry" msg back to A...i pressed the wrong name...OMG...SHIT LO...SEI LO...how clumsy i was...my one and only one "specialty"...coz i was so angry tat time as my parent bought the cupboard for me when i started my life in uni...and her face and name kept on appearing in my mind...i think this is the main reason y i will press her name and click "send"...she replied me wif another sry and said will buy a new one for me...how she buy...then another msg came...after i read the msg...i guessed it was typed by her bf...as the english words seemed diff...the msg said wanna bank in the money for me...since she is in the same room for me y dont she juz pass me the money if i wan...y she hv to bank in the money...i replied and said "no need, u try to fix it for me la"...will she do so? will her bf do so?i told C about this...C said it was good to let her noe her feeling...but i felt bad after all...felt bad and sry too...i stared blank...i asked myself was i doing in the right way...i told myself i hv ntg wrong...she is the one to spoil my stuff...but i still felt bad...then i called D and told him wat had happened...he said i should not like this...he said she was accidentally and she had apologized to me...i should not send tat msg...he said i should also apologize for the msg...then i think about it...ya he is right...then i msged her tat i was sry about the msg...but i still asked her to fix it for me...coz this is still her responsibility...now i had done my part...i sent the msg and i apologize to her...but i dunno whether will she keep her promise...yet i still thinking about this...i not really mean to make the situation like tat...it was really an accident...but sometimes i really cant tahan A...she always used my things and B's things without our permission...she can even switch off my light while i was studying...she sometimes even turned away my fan while i was sleeping...i oredi very very very tolerable...i said ntg and not even show my face to her...maybe becoz she was outside always so she dunno...some more we talked less...after all these...i dunno how am i going to face her next week when our new sem start...my parent said juz ignore A...D said i should face her and tell her...wat should i do...i am frustrated...can anyone tell me? do tell me by dropping me a comment...i dun wan discuss this anymore...i juz wanna noe...wat can i do...am i doing the right thing...juz tell me my mistake...i felt sorry to those i had disturbed all this while...i need someone to guide me to advice me to comfort me...

p/s:thx for reading

well...early morning once opened my eyes...i faster went to check my result...my final sem exam result...nervous and sked when i waited for the page to open...the intranet DAMN and *FREAKING* slow man...i waited for 15 min...15min...almost heart attack...then the page finished loaded...when i scrolling down...A..A..A..A..A...heartbeat~~~5As..last one->C...my internet programing i got a C...but i am satisfied...i cant able to finish tat paper on time...i left the last ques empty coz no time...but if i am given 4 hours for this paper...i think i can score well...(laugh~~~)...i am happy rite now...this is the present for my dad's birthday which falls on 18th Oct...once i checked my result i quickly shouted for my mom to look on it and msg my dad and my lovely dear...my dad returned me a wonderful msg~"Good Work Girl keep the momentum going. I Love You"~i feel warm...dad said belanja makan this friday...but i feel a bit sorry to myself also...since PTS UPSR PMR SPM and STPM...no C will appear on my final result...seriously...not even one C...it is my very 1st time to get a C in my result...1st time experience...not bad also la(laugh~~~)...i cant maintain my place in Dean's List but at least still under 1st Class Honour("串"啦~~~)juz write out my feeling only...
now talk about my time table...shit shit shit...so *** time table...i tot short sem will be free to me...i expect to have at least one day free for me to be at home...when i looked at it...!@#$%^&*(laugh~~~)friday class until 4pm~~~why treat us like tat...we are pity la...anyone pity us???anyone help us??? then i discussed wif ye yon ->机密,天机不可泄漏(laugh~~~)...
now i am looking forward to my new sem...we will be very busy...three subjects to be finished in 7 weeks...some more we hv to find company and prepare for interview for January internship job...busy+busy=very busy...
to all IA frens...gambateh lo!!!

see u all next week...miss u all guys

yesterday i went to general hospital...actually i juz wanna ask the doctor to get another slip to take medicine from pharmacy...since i reached there adi...so i oso let the doc, Dato' Gurdeep Singh to check on my nose also...i am so lucky tat my dad is his fren so i need not to queue up...once reached then straight to the VIP room then waited for him...yesterday there was a group of trainees over there...i think they were having practical...when he checked on me...i got a bad news...he asked me whether i got use the spray anot...i said ya, i'm using it...then he said i used in wrong way...he said my flesh became bigger(not really sure the flesh means, dunno spelling correct anot)...then he said to make it better then i hv to do operation...it's really a bad news...i expected tat he will tell me i hv recovered much...but...now seems it became serious adi...he said i used the spray wrongly...but i did it at the same way like he demonstrated to me...y??? i told him sometimes i breath diffcultly...his expression seemed ntg special...din feel shocked y i will like tat...he juz said u hv to eat medicine every night for two to three months then see how...he juz asked me go back think about the operation...he asked me wait when i got long holiday...wat can i do now...i hv to continue wif the spray and take medicine...but i will sure do the operation before i start work in my life...i think tats all for today...

p/s:i wanted to post it yesterday, but no line...

300908
small small small gathering
yE liNG, nGAH yUN, SaM, tHeNg ThEnG, FoOnG yeE, waI lUm, Szee Wei(not in photo) and I
all my form six's classmates
miss u all guys...
long time din gather wif u all...
our venue is Parade...Junction Kopitiam
Parade...the place we used to hang around wif frens or lovers...since it is juz right oppposite our school...
sometimes...i miss this place so much...where last time i curi curi dating wif my bf...(nakalnya~~~)
i always hang around here wif all my frens...
this is the place where most ppl get to know the "latest" couples...(laugh~~~)
tats y i choose Parade to hv our gathering...
this place does change much...new shops new products...
wat remains the same is...youngsters and teens all around the place...dating, hanging around, "blowing water" etc
(laugh~~~)
i met some old frens...all change a lots...
all become prettier or more handsome...
all look more mature than last time...
of coz la...21 years old lo...(laugh~~~)
i miss the time when i was in Form Six...
it was very happy and enjoyable...
i miss all my frens...
now in Uni...there is a new chapter of my life...
Gambateh!!!

p/s:i should post this 1st...

041008

051008 is theng theng's birthday...
we celebrated one day before...coz they were leaving on sunday...
actually not really a celebration...
we juz had a light lunch wif her...then chatting around...
talked about academic...talked about our past in form six's life...
our venue...Ever Fresh...
normally at lunch hour...all cafes will be crowded...
like Crazy Ice-Cream...the venue we 1st planned to go...
but it is damn crowded...some more the waitress told us we hv to wait for a moment...
so only we decided to go Ever Fresh...
there were only two tables seated by customers...
we wondered y so few people geh???
then only we realised...the food...BAD...
they gave us INSTANT cream soup...
i ordered a TUNA SANDWICH...WITHOUT TUNA inside...
all the waitresses were soooooooooooo free...standing there chatting around looking at us...
omg...i also want to hv this kind of "so-free" job...
without two hours...we left...
anyway...Happy 21st Birthday Theng Theng...
wish u happy forever...