Life

Thanks Ye Yon,

my birthday is coming

my semester result juz came out this morning
i not really happy wif my result
but i hv no choice to feel satisfactions on it
the subject i hv done my best...i cant get a better result
but the subject i did badly...i am happy wif the grade i getnow...my cgpa is located at the borderline
i am satisfied as i still able to be at 1st class
but it's at the borderline of 1st class
i must study even harder and score well for my last semester
i hv to maintain my cgpa
if not...i will juz DROP...juz like the cartoon

kinda feel lonely and boring these few days
i hv been facing my lap top the whole day
it is wasting my time
but i hv ntg to do rite now
and i hv no mood to find some stuffs to do to spend my time
sitting in front of my lap top
facebook, you tube, games
OMG...its so unhealthy
it makes my mood worse also

TOEFL
Test of English as a Foreign Language
should i take it?
is it hard to handle?
confused...........

ice-cream
a frozen dessert
i LOVE it so much
it can make my mood better
cool sweet
the taste and feeling is GREAT
but...
i am FAT
i cant take more
but...
i really LIKE it
coz...it really makes me happier
today i went to have some again
healthy and milky
less sugar
as the ice-cream is homemade
it is Italian ice-cream
the taste is GREAT

MONEY come come come
i spent a lot last semester
recently i am lack of VITAMIN M
should i work part time?
i hv two months for part time only
wat job should i choose?
Starbucks? Coffee Bean? or work under my campus?
i need MONEY
i should not spend so much last semester
i enjoying too much on EXPENSIVE food
i must cut down all these in these few months
NO EXPENSIVE FOOD!!! NO HOLIDAY TRIP!!!

Today, around 1.30 to 1.40pm
opposite of Sam Tet Secondary School, Ipoh
i juz saw an accident happened rite in front of my eyes
i was waiting outside the school to fetch my brothers
i cant really see how this happened
but i really get shocked
its juz few meters away from me
and i dunno when and how its happened
maybe i have switched on my radio with high volume
but i really really din hear any sound of car crashing or wat
tat time, i was staring at the main gate of the school, looking for my bro
and i noticed that everyone standing there looking at the opposite of the road
so...i turned to the direction where all were looking at
OMG...one of the wheels of the car was still turning
its juz happened few seconds ago
and i took few photos on it




luckily there were many policemen around
the driver was being rescued...i think
i dunno whether the driver is hurt or wat
somehow there were DAMN many students around as the school juz dismissed
i hope no one get hurt
i dunno whats gonna happen next as my bro have come out and
i need to fetch them to tuition

090909...a very special day
once in a hundred year
its a nice day for u guys to spend wif ur loved one

since its so special
i hv the mood in updating my blog
laugh~~~

but i am alone right now
boring, lonely and tired
juz traveled back from PJ to Ipoh

but spending time wif family
this moment is GREAT

final exam is coming
nx week
my 1st final semester exam for my final year
good luck to everyone
all the best

1st - i really hv to improve my lifestyle
- get more rest
- drink more water
- eat more vege + fruits
- less spicy stuffs
- no alcohol
- more exercise
(advices from consultant)
i hope i can do all of these...its good for me and my hair

2nd - i need to save money from now on
s0 that i can have money for nx treatment
- eat cheaper food
- no shopping
- no clubbing
- no outings
- no semester break trips and i wont go for any other trip as well
i dun wan waste any money...i wan to SAVE

i noe some ppl will say "要将夸张吗?", "so serious meh?"
YES...coz its all about my health and my hair grow
and i really need MONEY for all these
THINK FROM THE OTHER SIDE...think for me
if u were me...i can guarantee u will do the same
if u guys support me...then THANKS alot
i appreciate alot...
if u r not supporting me...DUN QUESTION ME
u r not giving me any money also

BAD MOOD + ing

long time not updating my blog
today i feel like writing smtg...
i am in BAD MOOD...and i am extremely not happy
i encounter problem in female hair drop
well...its not tat serious like u guys can imagine
but...it starts to have an obvious EMPTY SPACE on my head
i kinda worry and my friends start teasing on me
i feel very SAD...i feel hopeless
my bf accompanied me to YUN NAM HAIR CARE today
i was given a free package of consultation and treatment for the 1st time
then it found out that my prob is from the DANDRUFF
my DANDRUFF is more serious than my hair loss
when the consultant scanned on my head...the dandruff...OMG
then i was given a 1st time treatment with herbal
the effect is AMAZING...
after treatment i went for a scan...OMG...dandruff is like GONE
i was asked to follow a package RM3000++
OMG OMG OMG
i hv no money...and i dun wan to get money from parent...
and i really hv financial prob...
RM3000 is killing me
they offered me a student package RM688 and products RM660
I TAKE IT...
no choice...i dun wan be BOTAK
my heart like BLEEDING when i paid the money
its pain...
WHY I HAVE THIS KIND OF PROBLEM?
WHY???
i also dun wan to have tat...WHO WILL WANT THIS?
STOP TELLING ME "nvm la...jia-ee is rich"
i hate this sentence so much...its RUBBISH
1st...i am not RICH
2nd...NON OF UR BUSINESS
no matter i poor or rich...
i not using YOUR money and YOU ARE NOT GIVING ME MONEY as well
SHUT UP...dun let me say it out
i will say it if i hear this sentence again
if i were rich...i wont tat frustrated right now
these few months...i gonna eat CHEAP CHEAP food
SAVE MONEY...need VITAMIN M
for those who care or concern me...THANKS alot
it means alot to me...i feel better

my new place at PJ

it looks kinda like HOSTEL

two beds two tables two wardrobes

no cooking no living room

most of the time we hv to spend in our room

it looks ok for me...quite comfortable also

weekends owner will ask his maid to clean our toilets

rental includes electric and water bill but excludes internet

so...really like hostel

but i am living in one of the room of a terrace house

my roommate aka coursemate aka tutorial mate, Ye Yon

i hope i will be happy staying here

i hope i wont have any trouble like last time

i need a peace and better environment to finish my final year

my mood today not really OK

so i went and cut my hair

front part only...wakaka

then i started my CRAZINESS

took photos non stop

taking photo make my mood BETTER abit

but...i am DAMN UGLY

wat pose also not nice

which angle also not nice

emo AGAIN

STOP!!!


well....i need to THANK ngah yun...

my best fren since form six in sam tet

she bought souvenirs from Beijing

chopstick and key chain...THX...i love them

i juz feel recently my temper is so BAD

i may get angry easily

maybe i am too sensitive of some words

but they are BAD words

come out from SOME ppl's mouth

for them, "aiya...i joking only ma"

stupid excuse and follow wif "HAHA"

so RUBBISH excuse

THESE ppl they will suddenly SHUT u OFF

while u were juz chatting NICELY with other frens

when decisions need to be made

i really HATE ppl using these excuses

"JIA-EE also THE SAME"

"JIA-EE not going also ma"

"JIA-EE also doing like this"

"u ask JIA-EE la"

SHIT SHIT SHIT

RUBBISH excuses

and they used in front of me

their brains USELESS...kenot think of other excuses

other than using JIA-EE this JIA-EE that

i am NOT 档剑牌 i am NOT

pissed off

when anything happen...THESE ppl stand aside

SHUTTING THEIR MOUTH UP

like ntg will be happened on them

they WONT help...WONT care

they will LET me DIE DIE DIE

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i frustrated and i am mad of all these stuffs
tats y i wrote this post
i din point out and din specify who doing these on me
but it did happen
all these are juz my feeling
my feeling...tats clear?
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LOVE
now...i am in LOVE with SOMEONE
i remark myself as UNAVAILABLE
SOMEONE...i miss...i love...i care...i cry of...
i hv really find SOMEONE...
i am hoping to have HAPPY and SIMPLE life
SOMEONE...same LEVEL as me...
no power no status...
having SIMPLE life like i am having now
daily routine is SIMPLE
SIMPLE...no worry no disturbance
no attention from public
HAPPY everyday...as NORMAL life

SOME might think different...different from my thinking
they wan LIFE that is MIRACLE and AWESOME
getting attention from everyone
SOME...wanna to be special...famous
wanna to be known by everyone
CELEBRITIES MILLIONAIRES famous ppl
showing themselves everyday on newspaper, magazines
there are ppl who wanna be together wif these kind of ppl
feeling SPECIAL and FAMOUS all the while
they wanna EVERYTHING to be MEMORABLE
they dun wan waste their time in these WORLD

for me............
i still wanna hv a SIMPLE NORMAL life
with or without anyone.........
same daily routine...
hiding somewhere on the earth
"No result searched on YEW JIA-EE" through INTERNET
WHO is YEW JIA-EE? i like this
to be no one to other strangers...
PEACE....until the end of my life

PEACE, SIMPLE, NORMAL, HAPPY

080509
my last day of training in Silverlake
i needed to pack and tidy up my table
i hv to save all the documents from my pc
i said GOOBBYE to everyone i knew in Silverlake
i hv to return my tag as well
before i passed back to HR, i took photos on it
i wore it for four months
i needed the tag whenever i went to toilet or came back from toilet
whenever i went for my lunch or came back
whenever i came up from lift or came down from lift
without tag, i cant even go inside my office
i miss the place, i miss everyone everything there
i learned alot from there
i hv happy and sad memories
this is one of the chapters of my LIFE
i enjoyed the journey
after training...i went back to hometown for holiday
this is wat make me happy and excited
before that...i hv to move to a new house in PJ
new environment gives me alot of different feeling
i felt sad when i need to leave the old place which i had stayed for 2 yrs
my final year is coming...new chapter is coming now
i hv to prepare myself to battle again
NOW....i need a good rest
relaxing myself and enjoying my holiday wif my family

LIFE...It's really like that...

thx for reading

nice?

i gave these cup cakes to Ming She and Phillip Goh as souvenir before i leaving Silverlake...

the cakes i ordered from Joo Ztat's friend, Alexis...

the cakes taste good also...

i gave away 12 cakes...the rest....i finished it myself...wow....

Haagen Daz

1st time i ate such exp ice-cream for my dessert during lunch hour

wow...RM25.90...

i was treated by Ming She, a senior from Silverlake...

she treated us before she flyed to Singapore...

when i flipped open the menu...oh gosh...all prices about RM20...

i wont come myself to spend money juz for ice-cream...

i hv no income rite now...i must save for other expenses...

i forgot wats the name the ice-cream i ordered

but it tasted good...

haha...thx alot...

now's the time to say goodbye
goodbye to Silverlake
goodbye to my friends in Silverlake
goodbye to my colleagues in Silverlake
goodbye to my seniors
Thankz alot
i hv a great and wonderful time here
i am happy to be here
goodbye to 1U
the place where i had my lunch
the place where i can buy my dinner
goodbye to One World Hotel
the place i passed by everyday
goodbye to Dataran Car Park
the place i parked my car everyday
goodbye to TV3 building
the place i can see from Silverlake's terrace

now's the time to say Goodbye
goodbye to Condo Desa Pesona
the place i stayed for two years
the place i stayed when i juz came to PJ
the place where i got lots of sweet memories
happiness and sadness
i will miss the time we together
we chat, gossip, study and order mcd
we shopping together
goodbye to my housemates and roommates
i will miss u all

now's the time to say Goodbye
goodbye to my car, KEMBARA
not my car...my mom's car
i used it juz for my training
i hv to return to my mom after training
i drove to many places, to work as well
drove to somewhere to meet someone
i save time when i drive myself
no car...i hv to depend on public transport
i need to wait wait wait

Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye
i hate this moment
i hv to say Goodbye to alot alot alot things
no choice...............TT
GOODBYE

thx Ming She
another colleague from Silverlake
she is SENIOR APPLICATION CONSULTANT
a contract staff from SolderField, Singapore
during my training, she guided me and taught me alot
29 April, she treated me and two more colleagues to Italiannies for lunch
she was going to fly to S'pore on 4th May
and i may not hv the chance to meet her again before i leaving Silverlake
coz she is going for one week
i will be missing her alot
she treated me well...like FRIEND
photos of NICE FOOD
salmon and shrimp pizza
Roasted Chicken Italiannies
Salmon Spaghetti

thx Darren
a perm staff from Silverlake
a senior from KTAR
i get to noe him from ZXIN
he is a nice and friendly person
he was away to DUBAI for Silverlake on March
when he came back, he bought us some souvenirs from there
i asked im hto help me buy a COCA-COLA can from DUBAI
the can is soooooooooooo CUTE
150ml...1st time i saw this
i paid him back coz i wanna gave it to my bf
luckily Darren allowed me to pay back
if not indirectly Darren presented the can to my bf
haha...
Darren showed us his DUBAI money
i also 1st time see it
Rm5=DUBAI money 4.99
almost the same as us

this is the cola can...hehe...150ml...CUTE
thx Darren so much

**********The End**********

bad luck...
tire PUNCIT...
becoz of a SMALL nail...
WHICH IDIOT THROW THE NAIL ON THE ROAD???
so...if tire puncit...what should i do?
1) HELP!!!
i am a NORMAL gal...wat can i do...now is the time to make full use on my phone...haha...thx my bf and Ivan and loo loo
2)change tire
3)look for JACK...we searched the whole car and we couldnt find it...WHERE IS IT? i call my mom..my mom said DUNNO...no jack how to take the tire out...
4)borrow ppl's jack...WIRA punya JACK...only able to lift my KEMBARA abit...and quite difficult to take the tire out...
5)change the spare tire...its the funniest part...who also noe that KEMBARA got one spare tire...so obvious hanging behind there...BUTTTTTTTT...my mom said CANNOT...she said she oredi changed the four to bigger and more exp tires...which mean...the spare tire is SLIGHTLY SMALLER...so kenot change the spare tire...WHY MY MOM DUN CHANGE THE SPARE ONE ALSO...got spare tire equal to no spare tire...the spare tire hanging behind there is for DECORATION purpose...so juz to make my KEMBARA looks more like normal KEMBARA...saddddd
6)thx Ivan and my bf...they carried the puncit tire to nearby workshop...RM5 juz to take away the nail...LUCKILY...then we borrow the BIG jack from the workshop...
7)after finished changing...i drove my car to the workshop...to return jack and to check the tire again

see my picture...the triangle stuff...coz i parked inside the condo parking space...so i dun need tat...i was the one hu put on the road...haha...i still hv mood to play on it while waiting my tire and big jack...hehe

*********THE END*********
有惊无险
someone said gals also need to learn how to change tire...
i can tell u gals...NO NEED LEARN...
WHY???
if tire puncit tat time...gals wont go to take the toolbox or jack and start changing...
gals will~~~
"SHIT LO...SEI LO...OMG...HOW HOW HOW???"
"MUMMY...my tire puncit HOW???"
"HELP!!!"
haha...its true...my uncle taught me before...
but then...when my tire puncit...i juz STAND ASIDE...be SUPERVISOR...
so...wat for go to learn le...
but GALS listen...
when tire puncit...dun so fast get down from the car...
u gals hv to make sure no strangers or WEIRD ppl beside u...
maybe someone purposely put the nail on the road...
if anything happen to ur car on the road...park aside and call someone who stays near ur location...dun get down from the car until ur fren or family reach...
gals...we need to protect ourselves and be safe always...
take care GIRLS

love shape...
last time i loved the shape of star...
now...i like the shape of love...
love.......wats tat
i see those love shape items so often...
these two cup cakes...i like the most...
its so cute...and it tasted good...

情为何物？
single, unavailable, breakup, married, divorce...
i heard all those so frequent recently...
i have some frens juz broke up wif their lovers...
i also have some frens...暧昧暧昧
some still 热恋...some still so sweet...
lovesssssssssssss...
can make someone feel 甜酸苦辣 everytime, everywhere...
but lovessss can make someone feels tasteless...
love....miracle...
i really cant un...love...wats tat...

DAMN...what am i talking about...
emo+ing now...juz feel like writing smtg out...
STOP!!!!

my breakfast...Gloria Jeans...
every Tuesday...50% for all LADIES...
i promoting Gloria Jeans now...
haha...
breakfast...a cup of cappuccino and sandwich...
its so healthy and niceeeeee....
the cappuccino...so great...
well...i like cappuccino since i was quite young...
i like the taste so muchhhhh...
but why the heart shape on my cappuccino so ugly....haha...









i feel myself so weird...juz now emo...then suddenly talk about breakfast...wakaka...
YES....i am BORING...i got ntg to do now...
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Euphoria

i wanna put the date...but i am thinking...should i put 10/04/09 Friday? or should i put 11/04/09 Saturday? coz we planned to be there at 11.30pm, 10/04/09...but by the time we all gathered there was oredi 12.15am, 11/04/09....so which date and day should i put?

an amazing and wonderful nite...7 of us...at 1st we planned not to open any bottle...coz we noe we could not finish it...but it is cheaper for us to open bottle than paying the cover charge...Absolut Vodka...HEBAT...bitter for me...hehe...

Thx Simon...for treating Zxin and I for the nite...

more photos on facebook...

i really really tat clumsy..OMG
last week i went back my hometown for "Ching Ming"
and i hurt my leg at CEMETARY...omg
tat time i hurt it...i din noe i hurt it badly...
i juz felt the pain then i ignored it...
it bleeded and one big red spot on my long pant...
when i bathed...HELP~~its pain...
but....now its ok adi...
aiya...juz a small cut...I AM OK..

well...i wan to intro a NICE GUY for u all...
Ivan Chin...my bf's roommate...
a funny guy...yet he is nice...honestly i am telling the truth...
he is nice...he helps ppl directly or indirectly...
but...he sometimes like PIG...
(alarm rings until the whole Indah Villa wakes up but he's still on bed...XD)
we miss our PILLOW TALK moment...(we both holding pillow but talking through MSN) wakaka...
when he said he want to BATH...actually he doesnot mean it...but ya...maybe 15 min later...
i saw his *** shaking video clip from Edwin's phone...FUNNY...
he has someone in his heart...YOU MUST DO SOMETHING...
but he is kinda a great fren...especially when u need someone to make u laugh when u SAD...
NICE TO MEET YOU~~~

chatting and gossip+ing
this what we do after lunch before 2pm in company...
this is one of the way we relax ourselves...

today i not really tat happy...ya...i did laugh...but i really not in good mood...
i asked to check on program to see the error and find out WHY the compilation is fail...
i told myself that i must only use 3 hrs to solve it...(3 hrs is alot for a perm staff but for me...ENOUGH)
and i used 4 and a half hr for it...I AM DAMN DAMN USELESS AND STUPID...
i did this kind of situation before...but i was not managed to solve it...
at the end...i get help...without Ming She's help...maybe now the program still got ERROR...
THX...but SORRY...i am giving trouble and wasting ppl'stime...
i am LEARNING...i will TRY and DO better...I WILL...

finally....i am back to Ipoh...
my home sweet home...
i am so happy everytime i come back here...
this is the place where i grew up and learnt things...
haha...my lovely place...i miss my parent so muchhh

someone asked me to update my blog more frequent...
my bf's LOVELY roommate, Ivan Chin...
i did wan to update...
but...but...but...
sometimes i was quite lazy to do so...
sorry Ivan...
so.....now...........................
i need to write smtg...updating my blog...

tonight...i am going to miss a very fun and enjoyable night...
Simon hold a party at Euphoria for his birthday...
"Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to Simon~~~
Happy Birthday to you"
sorry Simon for not coming to ur party...
becoz of "Ching Ming"... no choice
its considered a family event...i must be there...
everyone of YEW family must be there...
i noe he wont blame me...haha~~~

now...alone in living room...
my mood...not really tat good...
there's smtg in my mind...smtg turning in my mind...
recently...i feel myself change alot...
not changing to a good Jia-Ee...
but changing to a bad one...
my temper getting worse and worse...
i talk smtg without thinking much...
and always mad of ppl...
WHY WHY WHY???
i dunno...dunno...dunno
i feel like i am too sensitive of everything around me...
sometimes i do think too muchhhh...
i am controlling myself...I AM...

my fren...he told me that he loving someone that is always beside him...
but he annoyed that gal...becoz he did too much to impress her...
he now blaming himself...
he cant concentrate well on his studies...his duty as a LEADER...
i noe y...he did so much...not juz wanna tat gal to be his gf...
he did so becoz he cares and loves tat gal until he cant control himself anymore...
i un...i un...i went through this situation before...
i wonder how am i going to help him...
since...i really not that good in this...
wat i can do now is juz listening to him patiently...
HEY BUDDY...i am always here to u...come to me...
haha~~~

take care guys...

long time din update my blog...
my training + working life makes me....wow...
stress? not really....sometimes like recently i hv ntg to do...
boring? ya...sometimes...but not always....
tiring? ya....but not becoz of working...is becoz i din hv enuf sleep...
happy? ya...i get to know new frens, learn new things and explore to another world...
upset? not really...
but if i were given chance to choose between working life and schooling life...i rather study....i enjoy my schooling life the most...

last sat....i juz went clubbing wif my new frens aka collegues from Silverlake...to celebrate Chun Keat's birthday...i went to Zouk....1st time in my life to Zouk...amazing club wif lots of leng zai and leng lui...but the environment was so smoky smoky...this caused me to wash my hair for four times...now i still can sense the smell on my hair...i noe it had gone...maybe i too sensitive wif it...hate tat smell so muchhhh...but quite enjoyable...haha...thx Simon for bringing ME to tat club...i have uploaded some photos on facebook...check it out...

i like this hat so muchhhh...Simon's hat...haha

time passes so fast...still got six more weeks...my training ends...i will be very happy coz i am going back to my schooling life...but i will miss all my collegues and frens at Silverlake...i may miss this life when no assignment no test no deadline is around me...but i hate the same routine everyday...especially waking up early morning and no skipping "class" for me anymore...haha...

miss my UTAR buddies so muchhh...muakz...take care ya...

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.



my fren from Facebook asked me to try on this...
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
and it is really so true about me...almost 90% correct...
wahh...amazing...
frens....u should try also

haha...i like this comic so muchhhh....
WHY?
becoz tat gal sounds like me....
haha...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5YK_TwDJGjE

someone sent this link to me and i found it really funny...
haha...

http://www.euphoria.com.my/gallery200809/20081024.html
(from left: Ye Yon, Wai Lam and I)
this photo was taken on 24th Oct 2008...at Euphoria...
today i finally found it at Euphoria's website...
my face so RED...haha...