Life

my semester result juz came out this morning
i not really happy wif my result
but i hv no choice to feel satisfactions on it
the subject i hv done my best...i cant get a better result
but the subject i did badly...i am happy wif the grade i getnow...my cgpa is located at the borderline
i am satisfied as i still able to be at 1st class
but it's at the borderline of 1st class
i must study even harder and score well for my last semester
i hv to maintain my cgpa
if not...i will juz DROP...juz like the cartoon

kinda feel lonely and boring these few days
i hv been facing my lap top the whole day
it is wasting my time
but i hv ntg to do rite now
and i hv no mood to find some stuffs to do to spend my time
sitting in front of my lap top
facebook, you tube, games
OMG...its so unhealthy
it makes my mood worse also

TOEFL
Test of English as a Foreign Language
should i take it?
is it hard to handle?
confused...........