~ It's Really Like That ~
finally....i am back to Ipoh...
my home sweet home...
i am so happy everytime i come back here...
this is the place where i grew up and learnt things...
haha...my lovely place...i miss my parent so muchhh
someone asked me to update my blog more frequent...
my bf's LOVELY roommate, Ivan Chin...
i did wan to update...
but...but...but...
sometimes i was quite lazy to do so...
sorry Ivan...
so.....now...........................
i need to write smtg...updating my blog...
tonight...i am going to miss a very fun and enjoyable night...
Simon hold a party at Euphoria for his birthday...
"Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to Simon~~~
Happy Birthday to you"
sorry Simon for not coming to ur party...
becoz of "Ching Ming"... no choice
its considered a family event...i must be there...
everyone of YEW family must be there...
i noe he wont blame me...haha~~~
now...alone in living room...
my mood...not really tat good...
there's smtg in my mind...smtg turning in my mind...
recently...i feel myself change alot...
not changing to a good Jia-Ee...
but changing to a bad one...
my temper getting worse and worse...
i talk smtg without thinking much...
and always mad of ppl...
WHY WHY WHY???
i dunno...dunno...dunno
i feel like i am too sensitive of everything around me...
sometimes i do think too muchhhh...
i am controlling myself...I AM...
my fren...he told me that he loving someone that is always beside him...
but he annoyed that gal...becoz he did too much to impress her...
he now blaming himself...
he cant concentrate well on his studies...his duty as a LEADER...
i noe y...he did so much...not juz wanna tat gal to be his gf...
he did so becoz he cares and loves tat gal until he cant control himself anymore...
i un...i un...i went through this situation before...
i wonder how am i going to help him...
since...i really not that good in this...
wat i can do now is juz listening to him patiently...
HEY BUDDY...i am always here to u...come to me...
haha~~~
take care guys...
long time din update my blog...
my training + working life makes me....wow...
stress? not really....sometimes like recently i hv ntg to do...
boring? ya...sometimes...but not always....
tiring? ya....but not becoz of working...is becoz i din hv enuf sleep...
happy? ya...i get to know new frens, learn new things and explore to another world...
upset? not really...
but if i were given chance to choose between working life and schooling life...i rather study....i enjoy my schooling life the most...
last sat....i juz went clubbing wif my new frens aka collegues from Silverlake...to celebrate Chun Keat's birthday...i went to Zouk....1st time in my life to Zouk...amazing club wif lots of leng zai and leng lui...but the environment was so smoky smoky...this caused me to wash my hair for four times...now i still can sense the smell on my hair...i noe it had gone...maybe i too sensitive wif it...hate tat smell so muchhhh...but quite enjoyable...haha...thx Simon for bringing ME to tat club...i have uploaded some photos on facebook...check it out...
i like this hat so muchhhh...Simon's hat...haha
time passes so fast...still got six more weeks...my training ends...i will be very happy coz i am going back to my schooling life...but i will miss all my collegues and frens at Silverlake...i may miss this life when no assignment no test no deadline is around me...but i hate the same routine everyday...especially waking up early morning and no skipping "class" for me anymore...haha...
miss my UTAR buddies so muchhh...muakz...take care ya...
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.