Life

090909...a very special day
once in a hundred year
its a nice day for u guys to spend wif ur loved one

since its so special
i hv the mood in updating my blog
laugh~~~

but i am alone right now
boring, lonely and tired
juz traveled back from PJ to Ipoh

but spending time wif family
this moment is GREAT

final exam is coming
nx week
my 1st final semester exam for my final year
good luck to everyone
all the best

1st - i really hv to improve my lifestyle
- get more rest
- drink more water
- eat more vege + fruits
- less spicy stuffs
- no alcohol
- more exercise
(advices from consultant)
i hope i can do all of these...its good for me and my hair

2nd - i need to save money from now on
s0 that i can have money for nx treatment
- eat cheaper food
- no shopping
- no clubbing
- no outings
- no semester break trips and i wont go for any other trip as well
i dun wan waste any money...i wan to SAVE

i noe some ppl will say "要将夸张吗?", "so serious meh?"
YES...coz its all about my health and my hair grow
and i really need MONEY for all these
THINK FROM THE OTHER SIDE...think for me
if u were me...i can guarantee u will do the same
if u guys support me...then THANKS alot
i appreciate alot...
if u r not supporting me...DUN QUESTION ME
u r not giving me any money also

BAD MOOD + ing

long time not updating my blog
today i feel like writing smtg...
i am in BAD MOOD...and i am extremely not happy
i encounter problem in female hair drop
well...its not tat serious like u guys can imagine
but...it starts to have an obvious EMPTY SPACE on my head
i kinda worry and my friends start teasing on me
i feel very SAD...i feel hopeless
my bf accompanied me to YUN NAM HAIR CARE today
i was given a free package of consultation and treatment for the 1st time
then it found out that my prob is from the DANDRUFF
my DANDRUFF is more serious than my hair loss
when the consultant scanned on my head...the dandruff...OMG
then i was given a 1st time treatment with herbal
the effect is AMAZING...
after treatment i went for a scan...OMG...dandruff is like GONE
i was asked to follow a package RM3000++
OMG OMG OMG
i hv no money...and i dun wan to get money from parent...
and i really hv financial prob...
RM3000 is killing me
they offered me a student package RM688 and products RM660
I TAKE IT...
no choice...i dun wan be BOTAK
my heart like BLEEDING when i paid the money
its pain...
WHY I HAVE THIS KIND OF PROBLEM?
WHY???
i also dun wan to have tat...WHO WILL WANT THIS?
STOP TELLING ME "nvm la...jia-ee is rich"
i hate this sentence so much...its RUBBISH
1st...i am not RICH
2nd...NON OF UR BUSINESS
no matter i poor or rich...
i not using YOUR money and YOU ARE NOT GIVING ME MONEY as well
SHUT UP...dun let me say it out
i will say it if i hear this sentence again
if i were rich...i wont tat frustrated right now
these few months...i gonna eat CHEAP CHEAP food
SAVE MONEY...need VITAMIN M
for those who care or concern me...THANKS alot
it means alot to me...i feel better

my new place at PJ

it looks kinda like HOSTEL

two beds two tables two wardrobes

no cooking no living room

most of the time we hv to spend in our room

it looks ok for me...quite comfortable also

weekends owner will ask his maid to clean our toilets

rental includes electric and water bill but excludes internet

so...really like hostel

but i am living in one of the room of a terrace house

my roommate aka coursemate aka tutorial mate, Ye Yon

i hope i will be happy staying here

i hope i wont have any trouble like last time

i need a peace and better environment to finish my final year

my mood today not really OK

so i went and cut my hair

front part only...wakaka

then i started my CRAZINESS

took photos non stop

taking photo make my mood BETTER abit

but...i am DAMN UGLY

wat pose also not nice

which angle also not nice

emo AGAIN

STOP!!!


well....i need to THANK ngah yun...

my best fren since form six in sam tet

she bought souvenirs from Beijing

chopstick and key chain...THX...i love them

i juz feel recently my temper is so BAD

i may get angry easily

maybe i am too sensitive of some words

but they are BAD words

come out from SOME ppl's mouth

for them, "aiya...i joking only ma"

stupid excuse and follow wif "HAHA"

so RUBBISH excuse

THESE ppl they will suddenly SHUT u OFF

while u were juz chatting NICELY with other frens

when decisions need to be made

i really HATE ppl using these excuses

"JIA-EE also THE SAME"

"JIA-EE not going also ma"

"JIA-EE also doing like this"

"u ask JIA-EE la"

SHIT SHIT SHIT

RUBBISH excuses

and they used in front of me

their brains USELESS...kenot think of other excuses

other than using JIA-EE this JIA-EE that

i am NOT 档剑牌 i am NOT

pissed off

when anything happen...THESE ppl stand aside

SHUTTING THEIR MOUTH UP

like ntg will be happened on them

they WONT help...WONT care

they will LET me DIE DIE DIE

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i frustrated and i am mad of all these stuffs
tats y i wrote this post
i din point out and din specify who doing these on me
but it did happen
all these are juz my feeling
my feeling...tats clear?
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LOVE
now...i am in LOVE with SOMEONE
i remark myself as UNAVAILABLE
SOMEONE...i miss...i love...i care...i cry of...
i hv really find SOMEONE...
i am hoping to have HAPPY and SIMPLE life
SOMEONE...same LEVEL as me...
no power no status...
having SIMPLE life like i am having now
daily routine is SIMPLE
SIMPLE...no worry no disturbance
no attention from public
HAPPY everyday...as NORMAL life

SOME might think different...different from my thinking
they wan LIFE that is MIRACLE and AWESOME
getting attention from everyone
SOME...wanna to be special...famous
wanna to be known by everyone
CELEBRITIES MILLIONAIRES famous ppl
showing themselves everyday on newspaper, magazines
there are ppl who wanna be together wif these kind of ppl
feeling SPECIAL and FAMOUS all the while
they wanna EVERYTHING to be MEMORABLE
they dun wan waste their time in these WORLD

for me............
i still wanna hv a SIMPLE NORMAL life
with or without anyone.........
same daily routine...
hiding somewhere on the earth
"No result searched on YEW JIA-EE" through INTERNET
WHO is YEW JIA-EE? i like this
to be no one to other strangers...
PEACE....until the end of my life

PEACE, SIMPLE, NORMAL, HAPPY