Life

my new place at PJ

it looks kinda like HOSTEL

two beds two tables two wardrobes

no cooking no living room

most of the time we hv to spend in our room

it looks ok for me...quite comfortable also

weekends owner will ask his maid to clean our toilets

rental includes electric and water bill but excludes internet

so...really like hostel

but i am living in one of the room of a terrace house

my roommate aka coursemate aka tutorial mate, Ye Yon

i hope i will be happy staying here

i hope i wont have any trouble like last time

i need a peace and better environment to finish my final year

my mood today not really OK

so i went and cut my hair

front part only...wakaka

then i started my CRAZINESS

took photos non stop

taking photo make my mood BETTER abit

but...i am DAMN UGLY

wat pose also not nice

which angle also not nice

emo AGAIN

STOP!!!


well....i need to THANK ngah yun...

my best fren since form six in sam tet

she bought souvenirs from Beijing

chopstick and key chain...THX...i love them

i juz feel recently my temper is so BAD

i may get angry easily

maybe i am too sensitive of some words

but they are BAD words

come out from SOME ppl's mouth

for them, "aiya...i joking only ma"

stupid excuse and follow wif "HAHA"

so RUBBISH excuse

THESE ppl they will suddenly SHUT u OFF

while u were juz chatting NICELY with other frens

when decisions need to be made

i really HATE ppl using these excuses

"JIA-EE also THE SAME"

"JIA-EE not going also ma"

"JIA-EE also doing like this"

"u ask JIA-EE la"

SHIT SHIT SHIT

RUBBISH excuses

and they used in front of me

their brains USELESS...kenot think of other excuses

other than using JIA-EE this JIA-EE that

i am NOT 档剑牌 i am NOT

pissed off

when anything happen...THESE ppl stand aside

SHUTTING THEIR MOUTH UP

like ntg will be happened on them

they WONT help...WONT care

they will LET me DIE DIE DIE

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i frustrated and i am mad of all these stuffs
tats y i wrote this post
i din point out and din specify who doing these on me
but it did happen
all these are juz my feeling
my feeling...tats clear?
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LOVE
now...i am in LOVE with SOMEONE
i remark myself as UNAVAILABLE
SOMEONE...i miss...i love...i care...i cry of...
i hv really find SOMEONE...
i am hoping to have HAPPY and SIMPLE life
SOMEONE...same LEVEL as me...
no power no status...
having SIMPLE life like i am having now
daily routine is SIMPLE
SIMPLE...no worry no disturbance
no attention from public
HAPPY everyday...as NORMAL life

SOME might think different...different from my thinking
they wan LIFE that is MIRACLE and AWESOME
getting attention from everyone
SOME...wanna to be special...famous
wanna to be known by everyone
CELEBRITIES MILLIONAIRES famous ppl
showing themselves everyday on newspaper, magazines
there are ppl who wanna be together wif these kind of ppl
feeling SPECIAL and FAMOUS all the while
they wanna EVERYTHING to be MEMORABLE
they dun wan waste their time in these WORLD

for me............
i still wanna hv a SIMPLE NORMAL life
with or without anyone.........
same daily routine...
hiding somewhere on the earth
"No result searched on YEW JIA-EE" through INTERNET
WHO is YEW JIA-EE? i like this
to be no one to other strangers...
PEACE....until the end of my life

PEACE, SIMPLE, NORMAL, HAPPY

080509
my last day of training in Silverlake
i needed to pack and tidy up my table
i hv to save all the documents from my pc
i said GOOBBYE to everyone i knew in Silverlake
i hv to return my tag as well
before i passed back to HR, i took photos on it
i wore it for four months
i needed the tag whenever i went to toilet or came back from toilet
whenever i went for my lunch or came back
whenever i came up from lift or came down from lift
without tag, i cant even go inside my office
i miss the place, i miss everyone everything there
i learned alot from there
i hv happy and sad memories
this is one of the chapters of my LIFE
i enjoyed the journey
after training...i went back to hometown for holiday
this is wat make me happy and excited
before that...i hv to move to a new house in PJ
new environment gives me alot of different feeling
i felt sad when i need to leave the old place which i had stayed for 2 yrs
my final year is coming...new chapter is coming now
i hv to prepare myself to battle again
NOW....i need a good rest
relaxing myself and enjoying my holiday wif my family

LIFE...It's really like that...

thx for reading

nice?

i gave these cup cakes to Ming She and Phillip Goh as souvenir before i leaving Silverlake...

the cakes i ordered from Joo Ztat's friend, Alexis...

the cakes taste good also...

i gave away 12 cakes...the rest....i finished it myself...wow....

Haagen Daz

1st time i ate such exp ice-cream for my dessert during lunch hour

wow...RM25.90...

i was treated by Ming She, a senior from Silverlake...

she treated us before she flyed to Singapore...

when i flipped open the menu...oh gosh...all prices about RM20...

i wont come myself to spend money juz for ice-cream...

i hv no income rite now...i must save for other expenses...

i forgot wats the name the ice-cream i ordered

but it tasted good...

haha...thx alot...